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lol.

Fall 2010 is halfway over.

...and I fell way too hard...
now to pick up the pieces.

So it has been a while since I last blogged.

Fall is flying so fast, and now it's time for me to regroup, sense up, and start living for the long term.

At least according to my fortune cookie, it's time to make some tough decisions. (ps. Never has a fortune cookie so appropriately described all of my problems.)



It's often good to think about what you care about, how that fits into the long term, and what sacrifices are inevitably coming your way.

In the end... all I need are my friends.

...and a career that supports my excessive spending habits.

Life is coming at me fast, whether I like it or not.

I want it all. Go big, or go home!

Though, I feel like this means I have to accept that I can't take you with me.



I hate this part right here...

Laugh. Love. Live. DANCE.

Ai means love in Japanese.

The world's most intangible, yet most powerful emotion.

Or is it infatuation?

Are love and infatuation synonymous....?

Bah, who the f*** cares.

Let's cuddle, and watch the sunrise.






'so sing outlouddddd...

...a chorus, for usssssssss.'


Laugh. Love. Live. Dance.

Love.

Nothing Even Matters....

Fall(-ing for you) has already proven to have its ups-and-downs.



Though nothing seems to matter when you're around.



Here's to a Fall to top an epic summer!

A belly full of butterflies....

infatuation.

i met you today on the subway.

turns out you live in my apartment building.

you gave me your number.

turns out, i'm hooked.





'my tongue dances behind my lips for you...'

A few haikus for the road....

I got a lot of things off my chest last night.
Honesty is the best policy.
Though, I wish it didn’t always have to come at the expense of my liver.

I like my apartment.
I love my apartment.
I will post pictures soon.

I OWN my car now.
I have so many bills.
Why must I always live beyond my means?!

So much has happened in the 3 months since my 22nd birthday.
I want to get a tattoo soon.
Summer is almost over.

This one is for you....

Jynx me something crazy
Thinking an event through
Then I'm as smooth as the skin
Rolls across the small of your back
It's too bad it's not my style
If you need me
I'm out and on the parkway
Patient and waiting for headlights
Dressed in a fashion that's fitting to the
Inconsistencies of my moods

It's times like these where silence means everything
And no one is to know about this
It's times like these where silence means everything
And no one is to know about this

It's a campaign of distraction
And revisionist history, oh

It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice
(It's a shame, I don't think that they'll notice)
It's a shame I doubt they even care
(It's a shame I doubt they even care)
No one is to know about this

It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice
(It's a shame, I don't think that they'll notice)
It's a shame I doubt they even care
(It's a shame I doubt they even care)
Don't let me down

But whatever I have [been] gettin' myself into
Lately has been slicing inches from my waist
It's my face vs. the bottle
(And thank god you weren't there...)
And that's how bad could this hurt
.. against I won't feel a thing
(And thank god you weren't there...)
I tell you all about [it]
It's just not working out
(...to watch me hit bottom)
Not working out

It's a campaign of distraction
And revisionist history, oh

It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice
(It's a shame, I don't think that they'll notice)
It's a shame I doubt they even care
(It's a shame I doubt they even care)
No one is to know about this

It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice
(It's a shame, I don't think that they'll notice)
It's a shame I doubt they even care
(It's a shame I doubt they even care)
No one has to know about this
Don't let me down

This is why ..
We were taught so much better than this
We were taught so much better than this

This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does



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I <3 TBS.

They got the lyrics perfect... down to every single word.

I took the E-train home to my new apartment on the Green Line today.

I guess the letter E is the letter of the week.