Tuesday, August 24, 2010

A belly full of butterflies....




infatuation.

i met you today on the subway.

turns out you live in my apartment building.

you gave me your number.

turns out, i'm hooked.





'my tongue dances behind my lips for you...'

Thursday, August 19, 2010

A few haikus for the road....

I got a lot of things off my chest last night.
Honesty is the best policy.
Though, I wish it didn’t always have to come at the expense of my liver.

I like my apartment.
I love my apartment.
I will post pictures soon.

I OWN my car now.
I have so many bills.
Why must I always live beyond my means?!

So much has happened in the 3 months since my 22nd birthday.
I want to get a tattoo soon.
Summer is almost over.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

This one is for you....



Jynx me something crazy
Thinking an event through
Then I'm as smooth as the skin
Rolls across the small of your back
It's too bad it's not my style
If you need me
I'm out and on the parkway
Patient and waiting for headlights
Dressed in a fashion that's fitting to the
Inconsistencies of my moods

It's times like these where silence means everything
And no one is to know about this
It's times like these where silence means everything
And no one is to know about this

It's a campaign of distraction
And revisionist history, oh

It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice
(It's a shame, I don't think that they'll notice)
It's a shame I doubt they even care
(It's a shame I doubt they even care)
No one is to know about this

It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice
(It's a shame, I don't think that they'll notice)
It's a shame I doubt they even care
(It's a shame I doubt they even care)
Don't let me down

But whatever I have [been] gettin' myself into
Lately has been slicing inches from my waist
It's my face vs. the bottle
(And thank god you weren't there...)
And that's how bad could this hurt
.. against I won't feel a thing
(And thank god you weren't there...)
I tell you all about [it]
It's just not working out
(...to watch me hit bottom)
Not working out

It's a campaign of distraction
And revisionist history, oh

It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice
(It's a shame, I don't think that they'll notice)
It's a shame I doubt they even care
(It's a shame I doubt they even care)
No one is to know about this

It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice
(It's a shame, I don't think that they'll notice)
It's a shame I doubt they even care
(It's a shame I doubt they even care)
No one has to know about this
Don't let me down

This is why ..
We were taught so much better than this
We were taught so much better than this

This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does



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I <3 TBS.

They got the lyrics perfect... down to every single word.

I took the E-train home to my new apartment on the Green Line today.

I guess the letter E is the letter of the week.

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Today's letter is the letter 'E' kids....

sometimes we put walls up not to keep people out,
but to see who cares enough to break them down...



Expectations.



either my assumptions are right,
and your expectations of me are too high...

or my paranoia is getting the best of me again,
and it's me who expects too much of you,
it's me who expects too much of your expectations,
it's me who expects too much of myself.

i was always taught to expect the best.



Emotions.



when did i get so emo again?
i guess once emo, always emo...

maybe it's the music i listen to.
i rediscovered Anberlin on my iPod this morning.

i love rediscovering music.


Evidence.



i can't seem to find it,
but it must exist somewhere.

im always looking for evidence.
evidence that im doing it right.

work.
dance.
love.
life.

....'it'.

whatever 'it' may be.

i just want some sort of proof that im doing it right.




sometimes we put walls up not to keep people out,
but to see who cares enough to break them down...





Today's letter is the letter 'E' kids.

...and I'm running on Empty

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Meet me at the icecream truck...

So here's to Summer 2010, the 'epic' summer of change.

I only have two more weeks left until I officially declare summer to be over. (Basically, once I'm moved into my new place and settled and such.)

It's crazy.

I can't really believe how much has happened this summer, and how much I've loved it all; New Friendships, New Outlooks, New Lifestyle Changes... :D

Though, I don't want the changes to end with the summer. I hope to stay on this route I'm on, because right now I love it.

On another note - This weekend was a blast! Loved every moment of it. Tho, it was lacking in the dance department. I def miss dance.

LOL, pls tell me why I find this hilarious... tho slightly inappropriate for YouTube:



Meet me at the ice cream truck...
...I'll buy you an ice cream.

(and that's all I'll say about that.)

Anyways...



Take Care amigos and amigas.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

'Cosmic Love' - Florence and the Machine

I haven't updated in two weeks, because I really don't know what to say.

Life is decent.
Exceptional at times.

I've really been thinking a lot about those I care about, those I miss and wish I had more time to see, and those who I'm slowly forgetting.

Forgetting is such an interesting phenomenon.
It sucks, yet it really helps you filter out whats important to you.

..which I think I've slowly been figuring out more and more.

Now if only I could figure you out....




If you can wait til I get home...
...then I swear we can make this last.